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Update!
I don't really have anything to post about, but we were all talking about LiveJournal tonight, so I thought I would write something in this dusty journal...
I'm pretty happy, on the whole. A little behind in German, but my other classes are going well. I am not too stressed out this semester. My boyfriend is helping me to stay on top of things by helping me establish and reach little goals -- keeping my dishes cleaned up, studying German for an hour each day, and so on. Small things that I think I can handle. It helps to have specific things to focus on, one at a time, so I can establish good habits instead of being overwhelmed by all there is to do.
I just have to remember to take things one day, one hour, one moment at a time.
It was good to go out with friends for a little while tonight. I don't usually connect well with other girls, so... I really value my female friendships, even if I have a hard time knowing how to maintain them.
I have a real need to be loved and well-liked. It is pretty lame to be a person who truly needs to be liked, but know that so many people don't really like you. Or at least, not enough to hang out on Saturday.
Lots of people who will say 'hi' in the hallway. Even some people who will stop to chat. Nobody calls, though. I think the only time my phone rings is if my mom needs to tell me something...
How depressing!
It doesn't really sadden me until I go out with people and remember how much I miss loving and being loved by friends. I am not really the clingy type, which might make some people think I don't care... I definitely do.
This is not a beg for sympathy or friend-time. Just making observations. I am not sure why I have a hard time hanging out with people or being friends -- maybe I just need to be more outgoing? Invite people over or something? Throw a party...?
I really don't know how people do that.
Oh well. I hope my boyfriend will come to see me soon.
-A
I'm pretty happy, on the whole. A little behind in German, but my other classes are going well. I am not too stressed out this semester. My boyfriend is helping me to stay on top of things by helping me establish and reach little goals -- keeping my dishes cleaned up, studying German for an hour each day, and so on. Small things that I think I can handle. It helps to have specific things to focus on, one at a time, so I can establish good habits instead of being overwhelmed by all there is to do.
I just have to remember to take things one day, one hour, one moment at a time.
It was good to go out with friends for a little while tonight. I don't usually connect well with other girls, so... I really value my female friendships, even if I have a hard time knowing how to maintain them.
I have a real need to be loved and well-liked. It is pretty lame to be a person who truly needs to be liked, but know that so many people don't really like you. Or at least, not enough to hang out on Saturday.
Lots of people who will say 'hi' in the hallway. Even some people who will stop to chat. Nobody calls, though. I think the only time my phone rings is if my mom needs to tell me something...
How depressing!
It doesn't really sadden me until I go out with people and remember how much I miss loving and being loved by friends. I am not really the clingy type, which might make some people think I don't care... I definitely do.
This is not a beg for sympathy or friend-time. Just making observations. I am not sure why I have a hard time hanging out with people or being friends -- maybe I just need to be more outgoing? Invite people over or something? Throw a party...?
I really don't know how people do that.
Oh well. I hope my boyfriend will come to see me soon.
-A
K.