Not words, not music or rhyme I want --

Tired of having health issues this semester.

It's just one thing after another. I begin to wonder if perhaps even the nurses think I'm crazy. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but there are people in my life that have made me ashamed of having health problems, and so...

I just don't know what's left to do. I kind of just want to withdraw from school and go home for a while until I'm not so fucking ill, or at least not feeling it, my dis-ease interfering, all the time.

le sigh.